Monday, July 26, 2004
Here I am !
Here I am ... Back into some posting mode.
I'm actually quite surprised at my own self, to have overcome that "huuuuge activation energy" of resuming my blogging activities.
No wonder, all the feelings which I wantd to give out to someone are getting heavy day-by-day, compelling me to make this post again, after soooo long, that I believe most of my regular visitors would have forgotten that I ever existed in this blogworld. :
In the past few months, from since the day I made my last post, my life has taken a huuuge turn (everything happening in my life now-a-days is huuuuuge :P)
I graduated from IIT Delhi on 15th May ... got all the grades by 19th ... Worked day-n-nite, forgetting my own personal obligations, for my beloved society to act as the national convention coordinator, came over to Mumbai on 31st May ... Coordinated the event from 1st-6th june ... and like a huuuuge turnover, joined with the job here in Mumbai.
Meeting a whole new block of ppl in the convention, and being with them, sharing their dreams, grasping their ideologies, appreciating their points of view ... was like one full life lived. [I can still dream of those days for hours, just that I dont have enuf time for tht :-( ]
Right now, my office hours are from 9:30am - 11pm (sometimes even have to work overnite) ... Saturdays are officially holidays, but have to work all day at times.
For the past two weekends, took out time to go to Ahmedabad for meeting up a new, yet close-to-heart friend, and chiiling out after the heated-up weekdays. Sometimes the surge to share everything u have in the heart rises up so much that you reeeeally want someone close to listen to u ... and may b comment on it. But then again it puts your vulnerability open before the other person, and if that person is of the opposite sex, it simply hampers your relationship.
Dunno y, but I've always believed in one thing ... and may be this might quote it in the best way:
Unless u learn to be ur own emotional anchor,u cannot be one to someone else n someone else cannot be one to u.
This, at times, puts me off from sharing my shattered pieces of mind even from my closest of friends, fearing I might loose them :
Whatever!
This is not a time to get senti ... I'm resuming my blog from today .... Can't promise to myself of the future ... but the best thing is - Let it flow with time ... :
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I'm actually quite surprised at my own self, to have overcome that "huuuuge activation energy" of resuming my blogging activities.
No wonder, all the feelings which I wantd to give out to someone are getting heavy day-by-day, compelling me to make this post again, after soooo long, that I believe most of my regular visitors would have forgotten that I ever existed in this blogworld. :
In the past few months, from since the day I made my last post, my life has taken a huuuge turn (everything happening in my life now-a-days is huuuuuge :P)
I graduated from IIT Delhi on 15th May ... got all the grades by 19th ... Worked day-n-nite, forgetting my own personal obligations, for my beloved society to act as the national convention coordinator, came over to Mumbai on 31st May ... Coordinated the event from 1st-6th june ... and like a huuuuge turnover, joined with the job here in Mumbai.
Meeting a whole new block of ppl in the convention, and being with them, sharing their dreams, grasping their ideologies, appreciating their points of view ... was like one full life lived. [I can still dream of those days for hours, just that I dont have enuf time for tht :-( ]
Right now, my office hours are from 9:30am - 11pm (sometimes even have to work overnite) ... Saturdays are officially holidays, but have to work all day at times.
For the past two weekends, took out time to go to Ahmedabad for meeting up a new, yet close-to-heart friend, and chiiling out after the heated-up weekdays. Sometimes the surge to share everything u have in the heart rises up so much that you reeeeally want someone close to listen to u ... and may b comment on it. But then again it puts your vulnerability open before the other person, and if that person is of the opposite sex, it simply hampers your relationship.
Dunno y, but I've always believed in one thing ... and may be this might quote it in the best way:
Unless u learn to be ur own emotional anchor,u cannot be one to someone else n someone else cannot be one to u.
This, at times, puts me off from sharing my shattered pieces of mind even from my closest of friends, fearing I might loose them :
Whatever!
This is not a time to get senti ... I'm resuming my blog from today .... Can't promise to myself of the future ... but the best thing is - Let it flow with time ... :
# -:- Priyank Sharma -:- 9:38 AM 
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